I keep closing my eyes
with the attempt to let it all go
to let tomorrow fade away into the rising tide
to let forever
    just
stop

Yesterday seemed so easy,
today, so difficult

Tomorrow... I don't even want to think about,
but as the moments slip away
There seems not to be a choice

Not a light at the end of the tunnel,
not a phrase that will take it all away

It is inevitable


I have fallen apart.