And just like that
Something in me snapped

There are many things to be confused about
-to sit and ponder about
-to think, and ask yourself...
"What in the world is going on?"

I sit here and can only imagine
that things will get easier.

Maybe they will...
maybe they will not.

Only time
will tell

Legacy

Everyday is a blessing.

Some would say that I'm moving on,
but I don't think that is true.
I am moving forward,
however,
I will never move on.
There is a difference,
you know.

I still think back to his red hair
Blue eyes
and fair skin

Sometimes that's all I can see
is some weird compilation
of who he used to be.

I'm not one to talk about the afterlife
These days I have ideas
and I have dreams
but to share them feels
too obscene.

Some days I can make it through
with hardly a thought
Others,
it is my only thought.

Every life is a blessing.

My life,
His life.

We all serve a purpose,
and I know the legacy he passed on for me...
but what about you?

To follow

Like a slow moving current
Down a winding path
I follow

The road
-I do not know
And yet
I will follow

Our hearts are aligned
Like stars in the far off distance
Shining delicately
Magnificently
But must exist in some other time

You shine across the galaxy
And still
I follow.

And each day I watch
Petal by petal
My soul is exposed
Crying out to be picked
By you
And only you.
"He loves me, he loves me not"

My world seems so still these days
We have settled
His light feeds me
As I drink in the love
Bestowed upon me
"He loves me"
And still
I follow