Out of Place. Out of Time.

 I am crawling

out of my skin

trying

to feel human

or something

close.

I am crawling out

of my 

skin

with a desire

to disappear 

within myself.

I am crawling out of my 

skin

feeling

so 

incredibly

out of 

place.

out of time. 

Silence

 Numb

Disbelief.

The pit in my stomach;

Heavy.

I shrink

into the silence.