have
been
difficult
to say
the
least.
To say the most
would take
too many words
and would
leave us both
feeling
rather
uncomfortable.
But
I want you
to know
that I am
fine.
Just.
Fine.
I am
sinking
deeper
into
myself.
I hardly recognize
my own reflection
My voice
irritates
even myself.
How is it
that it is myself
whom I hate
the most?
I don't
know.
I wish I had an answer.
I
keep
sinking
deeper
into
myself
and I am calling
screaming
for help
but my cries
fall
on
deaf ears.
I hold
myself
close
in
the darkness
of the night
and wonder
how
much longer
I can
hold on.
I am tired.
so
tired.
Sinking
deeper.
Falling
Farther
From
Myself.
I-I can't
I can't stand
I can't stand myself.
