By sometimes,
I mean very often.
I try to convince myself that I am fine
but let's be honest here,
I'm not.
I'm overtired
over stressed
and I miss you most of all
Lately,
I have been stuck thinking about
your birthday coming up
remembering last years birthday
It hurts to know we'll never celebrate together
again
It hurts to know that no matter where I am in this world
you won't be here with me.
I spent the last ten years trying to find out what happened to my big brother
only to truly lose him in the end.
All the pain that I had ever wished on you
I would take it back in a heart beat
I would inflict it upon myself instead.
If I could go back in time
and know what I know now...
I just wanted to save you.
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