Looking Up From Below

I don't think
that I can ever go back.

It is not like I don't want to.

I just shouldn't.

I am a new person,
someone different
from the one I used to know.

I don't think
that I will ever go back.

It is too much pain
too much to go through again.

And if you could see
how much my heart bleeds
for you

You would understand.

I can never go back.
Not ever.