There's this thought
haunting me
A shadow
in my dreams
a demon
threatening to destroy me

You can close your eyes
Hell,
You can even fake a smile.

But there's no running from myself
As I sit in a quiet denial.

"Imagine everything you ever wanted shows up one day and calls itself your life. And then just when you start to believe in it - gone. And suddenly it gets very hard to imagine a future. That's depression, right?"